Blue Eyes

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So, as per usual, I haven't written for some time now. A lot has happened since January 10th. My internship is going great, my classes are alright, things are basically okay. The meltdown I had a few weeks ago ended up being a little worse than I originally anticipated.

I went to Valpo for Britt's birthday - it was awesome. She had a great time, which is what really matters. Due to extenuating circumstances, I wasn't as chipper as I might have been, but I think I handled things rather well.

This past weekend was really fun. One of my friends, whom I love dearly, was hilarious, we went out, had some fun, danced, whatever. It was good times.

Sometimes life unfolds in curious ways. I was going to type more, but I think I have to leave it at that for now...

This could be the end of everything...

So it's been a while since I posted anything. That's because I still always forget that I have a blog at all. It was easier in France when the blog was a distinct part of each day, now I have too much other stuff to do to worry about it that often.

I have been back in Madison for some time now, and I am loving it without all the students around. I've been working some, hanging out in solitude at my apartment, making and drinking coffee from my new coffee maker, drinking too much (but only twice!), the usual.

You know how sometimes you get really really emotional, and you maybe don't know why? Or you get emotional about one thing when really the emotion is about something entirely different? Okay, well I had a huge meltdown the other night. It was horrible. It was the kind of thing that happens to everyone, but very rarely. It's also the kind of situation where you just need to do it alone - it would be totally mortifying if anyone else, even your best friend or significant other, or anyone was around to see it. Well unfortunately for me, I was not alone and it happened anyway. Granted it was wine- and PMS-induced, but that doesn't matter. It was awful.

Aside from that, everything has been basically okay. I started my internship yesterday. I was not feeling well at all, so that made it kind of tough to be excited about doing anything, but I think I'm going to like it.

Christmas feels like it was an eternity ago. Sometimes I wish I were at home more often. I like going to Fox and Hound and Harrigans and seeing the guys, Jess, Rachel and Britt.

I guess that's about all I have for now - until next time, adios.